Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Update status

Salam...

Alamak lama sgt dh x update blog.. Hahaha.. Masa sgt la free.. Tp sibuk jg.. Hahaha.. Aduyaii... Xdan lg nk mengarang stori psl cervical incompetence.. Erm.. Nway mggu lps bru discaj dari spital.. Smggu gak la menetap kat sn... Xbosan dgn aktiviti harian but bosannn dgn doc2,HO,student medic...arrghhhh...pe2 pun Syukur dpt blk berehat kt umah je... Doc at kpj perdana suruh menetap kt husm smpi deliver... Oh Allah.. Not strong enough.. Mujur la doc kat sini ada pandangan lain.. Doc ckp xelok duk kt spital lama2 lg2 at early pregnancy.. Dah la i ni mudah dpt infection.. Duk share toilet ..klu la toilet tu bersih ok la... Toilet???? Mls nk cite... Follow up every 2weeks.. Mggu dpn doc scan ..kite tgk baby ek.. Doc ckp 24w... Wajibbbb masuk wad dah... Menginap kt husm smpi bersalin... Im ready for it.. Xpe, Allah kan ada... Semoga this pregnancy can hold longer... At least 28w... So baby will hs better chance to survive... InshaAllah...

Nxt time i update lg ye.. Muacchhh cikedd..nšŸ˜˜šŸŒ¹

Friday, December 18, 2015

Admitted

Assalamualaikum...

Due to minor bleeding after OP.. Terpaksa warded.. @husm... 3hri 2mlm dah ni.. Doc kata maybe next week bru bleh blk..depend la,klu de darah lg... Hold la lama skt... Anyway.. I dh xkisah... This is wat i hv to face... 2013,2014 and this year, masuk ward sama smpi nurses n doc pn kenal... šŸ˜¬šŸ˜¬šŸ˜¬ is that a gud thing? Apa yg gud kena masuk spital..kan... Xterasa bosan sgt kali ni... Quran jadi peneman, sambil2 main game... Pastu tido,bangun makan, n then tido blk... Hahaha...

Hari ni, habibi mai melawat ptg.. Sbb hr ni dia kena mengajar haji kt msjd... Sape2 yg agak2 naik nama g haji thn 2016 tu, boleh dah gi masjid2 berhampiran utk dengar kuliah haji... At KOta bharu, hri jumaat @masjid telipot, sabtu @masjid muhammadi... Tmpt lain xtau...hahaha

Nway... Sbnrnya xde isu nk gtau..hahaha... Hari jnji nk stori psl cervical incompetence kan.. Tp xdan la... Memikirkan nk kena karang tu sedikit kemalasan... Ni main taip ikut suka je...

Pe2... Sila doakan i... Ok... May Allah ease everything... 

All is well.. InshaAllah....

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Life after operation..

Assalamualaikum.. 

Becoz of being diagnose as incompetent cervix.. And had done cerclage a week ago, my consultant advised me to complete rest in bed.. He want to limit pressure from my baby bump. So, my life everyday is only sleep, sleep, and sleep... Hahaha.. Breakfast, lunch n dinner being served by my father.. My mom cooked.. 

Its really hard for me.. As im a very active woman.. Hahaha... Active ke??? And doctor said 90% must lie down.. And 10% for toilet use and eat... Its just 13w... Long journey to go.. šŸ˜–šŸ˜–

Ni la tmpt aku berehat... This queen size bed just not enough for me... Hahaha...

Ni lak husband tlg sediakan.. Lg2 tgh mlm lapa yg teramat... Boleh bancuh sndri dlm bilik ni.. 

Ok la... Thats all for now.. Nxt entry i will share about my operation.. Wat kind of operation i did.. Thankss... Daaaaaa...


Monday, December 7, 2015

Post Op..

Assalamualaikum and Alhamdulillah...

Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi.. Operation went well.. Alhamdulillah... Dah smggu berlalu.. Doc bgtau my baby is doing good.. Heart beat Positive.. Movement +ve... Amniotic fluid normal.. No leaking..just slightly bleed.. But it will b just fine... Hoping this time will stay longer.. At least 28w.. 

Not much too say...
Nway dah stahun our baby Adam left us.. 6.12.2014... And bb Hawa 14.9.2013...
Allah tau aku byk dosa sbb tu Allah sedia kan bekalan ni utk aku... Thank you Allah... I know U are always b by my side...

Post op... Amik masa 2jam.. Thank you everybody in OT... Syukur jg sbb kena dlm OT... Xde la teruk sgt rs nya.. Anyway.. Aku dh masuk ot 3kali dh kot...heee... 2012,2013,2014 and skrg dah 4thn turut2 masuk ot... Hahaha...

Nway... Hoping for great pregnancy experience this time.. Hoping this 2016 bring us happiness...

Thank you Allah for everything.... Alhamdulillah...

Salam...

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Im ready....

Assalamualaikum...

Ingt dh publish entry smlm.. Rupanya fail publish.. So bru je publish blk..hahaha... Aiyaaa..
Nway.. Hr ni ptt schedule for op at 12... Tp delay lak pkl 2pm... Will see la mcm mn nnt... 

Semoga selamat sumenye... Allah itu maha adil... 

Thank you Allah... I labiu foreber... 

Ready ke xready ke.. Mesti diteruskan jg...

Fasting since 12MN... Register sndri je.. Im all alone.. And im strong enough.. InshaAllah... 
Ok la.. Stakat ni je dlu.. Lps sedar nnt kite update lg ye... 

Salam...

Everything will be ok...

Assalamualaikum...

 Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesihatan y baik utk menjalani kehidupan hr ni.. Thanks to Allah.. Erm, esok hari y mendebarkan... Smge Allah permudahkan segalanya... 12w pregnancy with cervical incompetence... Plan for cervical cerclage esok... Be strong izza... Huhhh... Debar n trauma last year masih terasa namun aku hv to b strong.. For me n my baby... 

Gmbr xde kena mengena... Hehehe... My nephew... Muhammad syarif faiq... Comey sggh ank adik aku ni... Mwaahhh ciked.. šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜

Apa2 pn... Hoping this 3rd pregnancy boleh bertahan lama skt.. Atleast 28w... InshaAllah... 
Ok la.. Thats all for now... Jo, cuci mata with my boolat SF


Friday, November 27, 2015

Raining...

Salam...

Dah 2hari bumi kota bharu ni ujan non stop... Hoping this year xbanjir mcm last year.. Antara waktu mustajab utk berdoa ialah time hujan mcm ni la... Lets pray for better...

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Allah is the Greatest of all (part2)

Assalamualaikum...

Sambung blk perbicaraan kita td... 

All i want is to hv a chance to work abroad.. Its been my dream since i was studying nursing...
At the same time... I need to give zuriat to my husband... Allah gave me wat i need more than wat i want... He gave me both but i can only choose one.. And i choose to continue my high risk pregnancy...
I mmg nk stori psl my diagnosa... Tp cerita nya pnjg lebar...

I ll make a draft 1st.. And then i publish in this blog.. Ok? So the. Everybody can share experience...

Anyway.. All i want to say is.. Allah itu maha berkuasa... Allahuakhbar... Believe in Allah.. And He will give u what u want... Cuma cepat atau lambat je...

Nway..
Next week will be a very nervous week ever... Schedule for Op next Tuesday... I'll tell u soon okey.. Lets stop here...

Salam...

Allah the Greatest of all

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Ilahi diberi peluang to share my feeling in this blog.. Blog ni few orang je yg tau... More kepada tmpt luah perasaaan for me...
Last post was about being offer from international organisation in Riyadh Saudi Arabia... Seem like my dream will come true... But... Allah have better plan... Dikala me n habibi still in trauma due to last pregnancy (2014)... Kami rancang utk berehat dlu from conceiving... Buttttt, something unexpected happen..  What is it? Im expecting!!!!
Apa perasaan masa tu? Sedih, gumbira, berdebar, trauma, konfius... Huhuhu... Apa2 pn aku bersyukur dgn perancangan Allah.. Dgn IzinNya aku pregnant without amik ape2 ubt kesuburan... Its happen naturally.. Sbb dua pregnancy sblm ni, i had to take medication to make me fertile enough to get pregnant.,so this is wat we call a Miracle... Btl x? Ok la.. To be continue... Due to ank jantan duk menyibuk ni...

Salam..



Monday, October 5, 2015

Is it for real?

Assalamualaikum.. Da lama xupdate my blog.. Since i mmg too busy with life...huhu..
Anyway... For this year.. 2015,will change my life... My path way... Got an offer from international organisation.. As a Senior Registered Nurse in OR department...mcm mimpi.. But its reality.. Rejeki jgn ditolak.. Experience tu penting.. Gain more knowledge and get to know other cultures and religion..i was dreaming about it.. And now its going to be a reality.. Feel like dreaming.. Hope everything will be ok.. May Allah ease everything...
Actually.. Sayang nk tinggal current place .. But life must go on.. Ade peluang..go for it.. Berhenti dgn cara baik, InshaAllah... Allah permudahkan... Being an international nurse is not easy... Ill try my best to be one...  Thank you Allah...
Thank you hubby for giving me this apportunity and allowed me to hv this experience...really appreciated it.. Will always love u till jannah... This is the 2nd best gift i received for anniversary... 1st gift was being pregnant... Alhamdulillah...

I will update again later... Daaaaa.. Wassalam..